My mind is messed up due to so many things related to work. This is your fault, stupid work!! So currently i'm walking, talking, eating and working like a zombie. I'm here but my mind is still trailing behind me. So this explains my freaky behavior:
1. I only get 10% of what people discuss in a conversation.
2. I only register a few words in a long winded conversation.
3. I respond a few seconds later after a person has finished talking.
4. My dark circles make me look more like a panda.
5. I have pims popping out everyday.
6. I'm trying to get the feeling back (eating pork happily).
7. I don't want to spend too much time at home.
8. I'm grumpy, cranky, nasty.
9. I can only understand what my friends are talking about if it's not academic and work stuff.
10. I cancel my lectures just to finish my work and assignments and vice versa.
Hopefully i'll be back to normal when i come back after CNY. @.@
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Moisturizing Birthday
My birthday this year was so peaceful!! Not that i dislike it but i like it be full of surprises. Anyway, my best friend from F4, CCC came over to KL for her weekend getaway and we met too. I was happy because we only get to meet whenever she comes over to KL for shopping. She handed me a small paperbag with something inside and said it's for my birthday. Interesting! It was kinda heavy. So i said i'll open it at home. That evening when i opened it, i was dumbfounded. It's an aqua moisturizing gel from Korea! I was kinda sad that she has to fork out some money for that. I guess she must have bought it last year when she went there. Apa lagi i started using it that night. It has essence of ginseng but when i apply on my face and neck, it doesn't smell like one. Surprisingly. I googled the gel online and found that the brand is quite established in Korea. I guess she must have figured out that my skin's condition is getting worse =( Thanks a lot Dear for your Love hohoho.
^^ F4, I miss u guys.
^^ F4, I miss u guys.
Friday, January 7, 2011
Shutting Down
Happy new year!
As happy as the phrase might sound, I'm not in my best spirit these days. Workload has been raining on me non-stop and seriously, I'm losing grasp of everything. Like waves that hit the shore hard, my mood swings come and go as they like without warning. Every single thing annoys me to the core. I begin hating questions and requests because I'm helpless and I can do nothing to fulfill their demand. And what's worst is that people never stop asking for something from me. It all take different forms and shapes and sizes but the impact is real deep. I stop responding to all requests. I stop talking. I stop thinking. I stop having soft spots for the needy. I stop being a good person until I decide to become one again. I just stop. Zilch!
I guess it's time to change the course of life and take on what I've never done before. As crazy as it sounds, other people's problems change me. They are idiots and that taught me to be smarter. You're caught in a maze with me, confused and lost. What I will do is to run, find the way out and to forever leave you behind. There will be no more holding your hands leading you towards the light. If there is any light, it will be the light at the end of the tunnel that leads to you-know-where.
Buzz buzz buzz...
As happy as the phrase might sound, I'm not in my best spirit these days. Workload has been raining on me non-stop and seriously, I'm losing grasp of everything. Like waves that hit the shore hard, my mood swings come and go as they like without warning. Every single thing annoys me to the core. I begin hating questions and requests because I'm helpless and I can do nothing to fulfill their demand. And what's worst is that people never stop asking for something from me. It all take different forms and shapes and sizes but the impact is real deep. I stop responding to all requests. I stop talking. I stop thinking. I stop having soft spots for the needy. I stop being a good person until I decide to become one again. I just stop. Zilch!
I guess it's time to change the course of life and take on what I've never done before. As crazy as it sounds, other people's problems change me. They are idiots and that taught me to be smarter. You're caught in a maze with me, confused and lost. What I will do is to run, find the way out and to forever leave you behind. There will be no more holding your hands leading you towards the light. If there is any light, it will be the light at the end of the tunnel that leads to you-know-where.
Buzz buzz buzz...
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