Happy new year!
As happy as the phrase might sound, I'm not in my best spirit these days. Workload has been raining on me non-stop and seriously, I'm losing grasp of everything. Like waves that hit the shore hard, my mood swings come and go as they like without warning. Every single thing annoys me to the core. I begin hating questions and requests because I'm helpless and I can do nothing to fulfill their demand. And what's worst is that people never stop asking for something from me. It all take different forms and shapes and sizes but the impact is real deep. I stop responding to all requests. I stop talking. I stop thinking. I stop having soft spots for the needy. I stop being a good person until I decide to become one again. I just stop. Zilch!
I guess it's time to change the course of life and take on what I've never done before. As crazy as it sounds, other people's problems change me. They are idiots and that taught me to be smarter. You're caught in a maze with me, confused and lost. What I will do is to run, find the way out and to forever leave you behind. There will be no more holding your hands leading you towards the light. If there is any light, it will be the light at the end of the tunnel that leads to you-know-where.
Buzz buzz buzz...
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