Anatomy Lessons

I'm sitting comfortably on my chair with the air-cond softly humming above my head. Birds flying and chirping happily, perhaps singing too. It feels like I'm in a village. Nope, I'm in my office. At this time of the semester, it's still peaceful and quiet. My favorite time of the semester.

I've accomplished something over the past two weeks where I finally got my Dan upgraded. I've never been so proud of myself; though the guys there intimidated me but I believe I'm a great karateka. Of course, accomplishments come with a price too. I spent few hundreds for that grading just to get a piece of paper that the whole world recognizes. That's okay. This is a long term investment.

Recently, I've been a little bit obsessed with self-defense techniques. Yes, karate is indeed a martial art that I'm practicing but in terms of self-defense, I'm still way behind others. So I've been youtube-ing videos on techniques that one can apply in various compromising situations. So I've chosen a few martial arts like Wing Chun, Aikido and karate. I believe one needs to know how to defend within the shortest distance and also long distance. Hence, our arms and legs are our weapons, not only to coordinate our movements, but also to protect ourselves.

Women and children are always the victim of abuse in many ways. So knowing a little bit about self-defense is also a good thing because it might save your life.

OSU!

Returning to the Earth

The Sun takes it place behind the clouds. The breeze touches every non-living & living things. The birds stopped singing & insects stop fighting. Your warriors marched like never before, weeping & as if walking in vacuum. Time stands still but hearts still beat for you. Pictures of you shall forever be played in their minds; aching with every yearning to hug and to hold you in their arms.

Devil has reaped a flower off its stem. Injustice has reaped you off your family & friends. Sinful desires has reaped the life out of you. Lord, have mercy upon this departed soul who never deserved to be taken away at such an early hour. Bless her family with endless strength so they can hold on to a crumbled fort. Angles, guide them so that they can be of peace in mind.

Beastly makes the weakest feature in a man camouflaged by so-called strength. Hunters are all out to hunt you down; to reap you into pieces to be fed to dogs. You are not worthy even to the weakest being on this earth. Memories & spirit shall haunt you for the rest of your bloody life & may it fuck your mind up & make you a crazy animal. Eyes will be lurking in every corners & crevices; waiting for every chance to take on you. You just checked in to Hell. Say 'Hello!', Hell resident #4444.

The Flower That Never Blossomed

L.O.V.E.

These four letter words are very powerful & I'm sure that at one point in everyone's life, one will experience it. My questions are: What is Love? How do you Love someone? What do you do when you Love someone?

Love takes many forms & it could be sweet or it could be dangerous. I'm mourning the death of a sweet young girl who was murdered last week (I don't know exactly when). As I was browsing through her Facebook page which was set up by a group of friends, I couldn't help but to shed some tears thinking of how she must have suffered. I somehow felt that I'm connected to her; maybe because she was a friend of my brother's, she was from Miri or because she was the ONLY child.

Apparently her BORN-OUT-OF-WEDLOCK-BEASTLY-BLOODY-CRUEL-BOYFRIEND tried to rape her. She tried to fight back & somehow he must have been furious & strangled her. He then dumped her body at another area in the bush. Can you imagine how this heinous act went completely unnoticed by the public? No one actually saw them, or what he did! Lord have mercy! His father (not biological father) took him to the police station to turn him in. You just checked in to Hell, you beast!

She seemed to be a lovely, happy-go-lucky young lady, normal teenager who believed that she can go through dating & relationships. But who knows her life ended because of it. How ironic! The saddest part that struck me the most was that she just took her SPM results. She must have plans laid out for her future.

Hundreds of people including her friends attended her funeral & I can imagine how dark and sombre the atmosphere was. I can't help but to think that women, girls & children should be exposed & educated when it comes to self-defense. The best way is always to run & call for help. I have a mission - that is to create awareness among women, girls & children. To enlighten them, to teach them.

Human beings come in many packages & what lies inside the heart & mind is always unknown. God bless Tiffany.

Morning Dose of Adrenaline

Fear factor.

What's your fear factor? I'll tell you mine.

As I reached my office today, I turned on the lights & the air-cond as usual. Then I rubbed my nose using the back of my thumb & noticed a dark spot on the back of my hand. I thought it was the writing that my Hon had scribbled on the back of my hand the day before. That was strange... It was gone yesterday!

So I took a good look at it & to my freaking surprise, it was a black baby lizard!! Aaahhh! I shook it off my hand and the only word that I could think of was FUCK. Yes, FUCK that lizard for jump starting my heart early in the morning. For a moment, I felt gross and ticklish all over, thinking of the germs on the back of my hand. Damn you, loser post-dinosaur-descendants!

So I took my hand wash & headed straight to the toilet. I pushed the door open and there stood a white apparition in white!! I was shocked for the second time & I was pissed. Upon realization, it was a damn lecturer dressed in white & worst thing was she didn't turn on the lights -.-

My heart is still beating fast as I'm typing, thinking that some lizards might be lurking in the dark corners of my office & waiting to attack me. FUCK.

@#%&* May you extinct from the face of the Earth soon, cicaks.

What Melts in Your Mouth.... other than...

Now that I've tasted you, I want more!
You are yellow, you are smooth, te amo,
Sometimes you're watery, sometimes gooey,
Just the thought of you makes me boogey.

You taste special, smooth and creamy,
I don't mind you splashed on to me,
Hey readers, mind you, I'm not horny,
Just a lil description on this sexy, creamy baby.

Food critics said it's like sex in the mouth,
I'd say Ouch! it's more than that!

Hello food lovers! I've just described my latest fetish for Dhal hahaha. I know it's common, and that it's nothing more than Dhal beans but somehow I'm hooked. I just ate bowls of it the other day when I ate a piece of Vadai and a piece of cekodok pisang. I know it's weird eating vadai and cekodok pisang with Dhal. And I even suggested to a friend that she should try adding some butter or some cream to make it smoother, creamier and rich! Oh man, I'm salivating as I'm typing!! Got to go!

Food for Thought

Do we eat to live, or live to eat?

I believe in both =)

Lately I've been enjoying too much good food with my F4 colleagues that I actually overspent =P Food is truly a blessing in our lives. I just bought Ham Chim Peng after lunch, despite being full after a plate full of vegetables and a delicious bowl of soup. I can never imagine myself being hungry even for a while.

Just yesterday, we went to Amcorp Mall for work purposes and we went to a restaurant which serves Chinese food. Needless to say, I've got my eyes hooked on the word 'Fish' because it's my favorite dish. So we all ordered and were chatting away. Soon, everyone got their food, including the tables around us who came later than us. I was pissed. It was 1 something and my tummy was rumbling of hunger!

I beckoned on the waiter and he came over. Without even realizing it, I was actually raising my voice when I asked him about my food. And I think I sounded kinda harsh too. My colleagues were staring in me, shocked that I scolded the waiter @.@

Whatever!! My food was soon served and I wasn't enjoying it as I expected. Now that I'm salivating while typing, I think I'm gonna eat my Ham Chim Peng now.

Long live Food!! Yum~ Yum~

Why Do We Have 2 Ears?

You'll never realize you have shit on your face until you take a good at yourself in the mirror. Human beings are imperfect creatures and they will never realize their wrong-doings until someone tells them. Their desires, passion, goals and positivity seems to be the drive behind the motivations. Recently I've been wasting my saliva advising and nagging away but it all breezed through ears just like that. Time will prove things the way they're supposed to be. I guess I also got tired of nagging all the time too.


~So much for the two ears. They are like tunnels~

Historical Pages

This is my first time blogging using my new PC ^^

Not entirely new, not the monitor. How pathetic is it that it must have these fine lines that made looking at the screen painful? I called the hotline (luckily it's free) and they said they'll send someone to collect it in these few days =(

I've been planning, drafting and writing on my Pages for years now. And I got myself a co-author nearly 4 years ago. So now it's no longer called my Pages, but our Pages XD

We're about to write the story of our lives and it's gonna be a hit for our readers. The sales is gonna be low for now but I'm sure (and hope!!) that is gonna be a #1 hit in like 2 years' time.

Time has been joyful kicking my ass since January! I was loaded with lots of things but I have very little time to manage them. Now that the semester is coming to an end, I hope I'll have time to collect the bits and pieces of me everywhere LOL.

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