Everchanging

Trust, betrayal.
Hope, disappointment.
Happiness, sadness.
Truthful, dishonest.
Right, left...wrong?

Our lives is dichotomous. Like the surface of a coin; we have the head and the tail. What if we are going to experience the two elements? One might be positive and one might be negative. What if we're currently experiencing the positive things and the negative things will surely, or maybe come our way one day? I never thought of any emergency moments in my life but I have to start planning for Plan Bs for everything. Yes, I thought I wasn't planning but I am actually planning for Plan Bs should anything unfortunate happens.

Since when have I been very sceptical about my current situations? I didn't even know. Perhaps it comes naturally with age =P Carrie Underwood's song 'Temporary Home' reminds me that everything in this world is just temporary. Yes, everything we own in this world is ours here on earth but when we die, we will have to leave it to someone else. Hence, having good karma is crucial. Ever since I was able to earn my own money, I realized that money is important in every possible way. So I began sharing with the people around me in a subtle way. I help them in any way I can. If money can solve their problems and make them happy, and I get good karma, why not?

And then I came to realize that I shared too much. Yes, it's time to put some aside for future usage. I have to learn to be smart because not knowing how to count apparently puts me at the bottom of the list. I have to take charge of my own future. Nothing can remain the same forever.