Employee Seeking for Employment

Everytime I try to do hanky panky stuff, I'll get caught. Just got caught yesterday. Not that I care anyway cos I don't have the will to fight to be here anymore. I'm hunting for jobs and I seriously think not being a lecturer is a good thing, considering the fact that I have a temper that sometimes land me in trouble haha. Few months back as I was browsing through FB, I came across a friend who studied culinary arts. And I was thinking how stupid I am not to take up this course last time. I could have my own restaurant or bakery some day and my mom's hard work would not go to waste. I can make her the Chief Chef (if there's such a term) of my restaurant. And then I was also considering working behind desks or behind scenes. The kind of work where I don't have to deal with whiny students. Now I kinda regret it. And I was offered RM250 to private tutor a student for 36 hours. IELTS, for God's sake. You think it's for kindy level, is it? You think I'm doing fucking charity? I turned down the offer anyway. Now, I'm open to options. I just want to find happiness in life while earning money. Sales, no. Barista, no. Clerk, no. What else? I'm still searching.